some times i think i want to get married.
many times i think i want my garden flat in london.
occasionally i think i want my garden flat in london + the spoils and praise of babylon.
there is nothing about garden flats in the plan of salvation.
the downside of remaining single = no posterity, no man, no social acceptance, tears at church 4ever, working for life.
the upside to staying single = garden flats, me time 4ever, personal space, money for me and no one else, travel, i'm in charge, regular sleep, no man, independence...ahem, i'll stop.
a lot of times, i feel...torn.
today my doctor put me on a new prescription that may increase libido.
things may change.